If you click this I'll give you $100.

Sucker.

So.

Here I am, just another link asking for your attention. Another doorway into potential wasted time.  Worse yet, as you read this you'll slowly realize that I am asking for money...GAK!

Still with me?
Hooray!

This March, I'll be traveling to Ethiopia and Nigeria with Empty Bucket Ministries. While there, the ministry will be digging a well to provide clean water, doing service work helping renovate a hospital, providing feeding programs and establishing a farm to produce sustainable food and jobs.

Where do I fit into all of this?

I make videos. I also shoot photos. I'll be utilizing these skills to create promotional content to help represent this ministry to their donors and potential partners. My passion is to shout their story to the world, creating connections and opportunities for them, so that they can not only continue to serve, but thrive and increase their impact.

So money. Blah. Unfortunately doing this stuff takes it. A decent amount, it turns out. Most of my trip has been very graciously covered, however, shots and a plane ticket to Texas are not included. Shots are around $100 a piece and I need five of them. Plane tickets will be around $2-300. Any help would be greatly appreciated, as I am not filthy rich. If you are interested in helping support me, there are several ways you can do so:

Paypal:
Make a payment to me at straightedged.skibum@gmail.com:

Personal check:
You may send a personal check to:
Caleb Weaver
2854 Orchard Ave,
Grand Junction, Co
81501

Stocks and bonds:
Preferably of some Fortune 500 company. (Like I even know what that is)

Empty Bucket Ministries' site: emptybucketministries.org

Thank you so much for reading this all the way through, and in advance if you choose to support me. Below is a video providing some more information and a sample of my work:

 

The speed of time.

Wow.
Another year.

Teton.
Pterocactyl.
Alpenglow.
Beardcicles.
Swamp-crotch.
Ice.
19" of snow.
Flow.
Monster slopestyle comp.
Injury.
Chaco heel.
Taylor River.
Catharsis.
Imagine Dragons.
Loss.
Singletrack.
Berms.
Allegrippis.
Timelapses.
L-Lens.
Documentaries.
Managua.
Hot Chocolate.
Wet bivy.
Grand Junction.
Fear.
Redcloud.
Embarrassment.
El Diente Couloir.
Private property.
File loss.
Boardercross.
4th of July volleyball.
Family.
Spontaneous notes.
Confidence.
Peace.
Turmoil.
Hope.

Such is my life.
So blessed am I, to have the opportunity to live it.

"Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by a lack of meaning and purpose."
Here's to a meaningful 2014.

Caleb W.

Hot skier girls.

I'm slightly amused by this whole "women of skiing" objectification issue.

   I totally agree with those who take issue with women being portrayed more for their sex appeal than their skiing, but seriously people. Some of us have been saying this for a long time. People thought we were dumb and that women had the right to show off their bodies. Which is true, they do. They said that there was no harm and that we were old fuddy-duddy prudes who couldn't stand the sight of a girl's ankles.

  But noooowwww. Somebody finally got wise to why mom, grandma and your weird Christian friend frowned every time some girl's body was used to sell perfume, skis, or practically anything under the sun.

It's de-valuing and objectifying.

  So next time some outdated dude mentions how demeaning that Victoria's Secret poster is, just remember:
He's cool now.

Caleb W.

Rusty heroes.

Full confession, tonight was full of feelings.

When I feel stuff, I write things.

Wow, this is going so well already!

I guess I just want to send out a beacon. I remember when I was younger, my imagined future life was full of principals, dreams, and hope. I had visions of Saint George, Aragorn and John Paul Jones. I was going to be the one who stood in the midst of opposition and held the torch of truth and justice. I wanted to be the one to take the bullet for his friend. I had dreams of defending the girl and getting the bad guy.

A hero.

Something happened though. Life happened. You suddenly get so caught up in those things that you do every day that seem so important in the moment. Fears arise, and pain damages you. You learn how the world works, and you lose faith. Cynicism kills everything. Maybe you don't ever compromise. Maybe you make the right decision, time after time...but you've forgotten why. Maybe it's grinding you to dust inside. But I'm asking you to do something.

Remember.

Remember love. Remember justice. Remember integrity, sacrifice and courage. A person becomes a hero when what they hold valuable so outshines the consequences that they are willing to abandon everything to stand by it. What do you hold valuable?

Are you proud of that?

Well, I'm all out of stuff and I wrote some things, and somehow this went from being about me to being about someone else. I guess in the end it's really about me, and putting "you" in there instead makes it a little easier to take. Always workin' on it.

Die living, folks.
Caleb W.

Why it's okay to be normal.

I'm blaming you, Mark Zuckerburg.

At 29 years old, you've changed the way the world communicates, been Time magazine's "Person of the Year", and placed yourself as the 66th wealthiest person in the world.

Freakin' 29 years old.

That gives me seven years.

    Is it just me, or do most of us feel the pressure to do something grand? Sometimes I feel like if it's not spectacular, out-of-the-box, or world-changing, it's not worth my time. But can you blame me? It seems like Mr. Zuckerburg is the flagship in an armada of young protege's...

Travis started his own non-profit.

Julie is running a thriving small business in Seattle.

Cameron...well....he's still stuck in Delta. 

Nobody wants to be Cameron.

The thing is...I love this about our generation. It's full of innovators and free spirits. Our creativity and vision are some of the few things that give me hope for the future. But I'm afraid we've forgotten something:

The nobility of the mundane.

  You know, the mundane jobs that most of our parents had? Those mundane jobs that required your dad or mom to wake up at 5:00 a.m. for thirty years? Maybe your mom's mundane job involved waking your butt up in the morning to teach and guide you through life. Maybe your dad was an accountant, sitting in a crappy cubicle with fifty other people tapping out numbers so he could put you through college.

  Heroes come in all forms, and sometimes they are made one insignificant decision at a time. You don't have to stop world hunger, just pick up that guy that's been standing on the street corner and take him to lunch.

I'm sure he'll appreciate that a whole lot more than his facebook account.

Sinner.

I am a selfish person.

It hit me the other day when I was having a conversation with someone online.

  As the conversation progressed, I caught myself re-reading my own sentences...and I am ashamed to admit that I was honestly more interested in what I had to say than what the other person was expressing to me.

  I would've just shrugged this off, but I've been noticing a trend lately. My own facebook photos intrigue me, and I'll re-read things I'd written months ago. The more I think about it, the more ridiculous things come to mind...things I'm too embarrassed to share.

  Sometimes I feel like I'm riding this pendulum named "self esteem". One minute it's in left field, telling me I'm  
a big fat failure, an awkward, shy, naive, antisocial schmuck. The next, I catch myself swinging from the chandeliers, believing I'm the greatest thing since sliced cheese.

  I ask God to save me from the distortion that seems to keep my pendulum swinging. It's like trying to look at your reflection with your face smashed up against the mirror. You're just too close to see anything clearly, and what you can see is usually pretty confusing.

  So aren't I awesome? I'm writing a blog!! I used cool words and made a heroic confession!

  But it probably IS really stupid. It's not funny enough and I didn't use any Latin words so it's probably not even worth posting. I'm only writing this so I can get validation and reassurance about my life. EVERYTHING I DO IS A WASTE OF TIME!!!

  Oh God. Don't give up on me yet.

The Downs.

No life is without trial.

Even in America...even for you and me.

  Success comes to those who take their trials in stride, and look at them as an opportunity to learn, rather than a punishment for incompetency or just life's seeming innate cruelty.

  So this is for You, the person who feels like no matter how hard they try, failure seems to haunt them. The person who HAS gotten back up, who thinks they've got nothing left to give:

 Take a step back. You're not a failure or hopeless. You are, however, broken and flawed. That's okay!! Everyone is!! But don't be content...allow God's daily "adventures" to teach you, by exposing your weaknesses and supplying you with wisdom and strength to turn your trial into a triumph.

If that ain't #christiancliche #facebookworthy #stupidtwitterhashtagsthathavenospacesandarereallyhardtoread....


I don't know what is.

Oh, one more thing. Since we know to expect trials, let's appreciate those mountaintop moments all the more.

Caleb W.